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I don't know whether I should feel happy or sad?I get to go over to australia and I just need to pay for my expenses over there as my air ticket will be sponsor by my parents.But I had to apply leave from school for a week,which means that I will be missing one week of lessons.I am scared that I won't be able to cope.I don't wish to disappoint my sister so I agreed to go with her.I know that I will miss alot of people especially.....hehe....
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I am really puzzled by his(bf) decision,he told me that he still loves me but he don't wish to stay as friends at the moment as he thinks that I wish to break up with him.The whole concept of cooling down and being friends for the moment is hope that he could change for the better like treating me better and not taking me for granted.Now I really understand of taking your love ones for granted as someone is treating me this way!!!One think I am quite suprised is that I can still endure him for so long which means that he still holds an important position in my heart.I really hope that he could change for the sake of me and I think I would be the most happy person in the WORLD!! As for the other person who also holds quite an important places,I think it is quite impossible for us to be together due to lots of factors.But I think I still need time to get over this relationship before I could summon all my courage to tell you I LOVE YOU to you.Anyway best wishes to you.Hope that you are able to be with your deam girl. (:
