@2:11 AM
It has been a long time since I post anything. Now I am feeling quite down as I don't know how to sort out my feelings.Really.As I think it is quite tough to stop myself from thinking about my love life.Am I always gonna be the only one who is taking the initiative? I am really sick and tired of the whole routine love life I had. Whenever I think there are problems between us, I wish to settle it with you, you will always avoid it.Why? Is it really that difficult to face it? Or is our love not strong enough? Sometimes I really hope that everything just vanish in the air so that I can stop myself from thinking so much.But certain things are just meant to be there for us to solve, even if you want to avoid it.I know that I still love him alot, really alot.Somethings are not meant to be yours, thus, it is useless to have it anyway.
