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these few days I think i have not been myself as someone important to me left.she is gone forever.and i am kinda of not used to it because whenever i am down she will cheer me up.saying things like " there is alot more things in this world waiting for u to discover!! so cheer up!!What are you waiting for?" but after 12th may 06, this familiar voice is longer with me.But this in turn let me realise that there are more unfortunate people than me in this universe.Why should I be sulking here?I still have alot to learn, furthermore i still have my friends, love ones and my dearest dearest there for me when I need them or otherwise.I think my situation is not as bad as I think.HEHE!! smiles!!But deep down in my heart, I am really really still waiting for the day you can really understand what I have said to you is fact.And hope u can accept it and my apologises and move on.IS ALL OVER.......STOP THINKING THINKING.........
On Sat(13/05/06) is the anniversary of MR BRANDON TAN QING YUAN and me.Laughs.He is really a one kind guy who really makes me feel damn extreme as in I can feel very very happy on a particular day or the opposite.hehe.**smilies**Thus, deep down in my heart no matter how bad he did he treated me I will still endure.As I always believe that people will always change for the better.That's why I am waiting for this day to come!!!I know that god won't let me down....(:
