@1:33 AM
I am really very troubled indeed.I really don't know why I always have that feeling that you don't love me anymore.But you felt guilty that you let me dowm or what so ever reasons.I will not stop you from leaving me if you really have someone in mind.I promised I really won't.You are trying to avoid my calls and avoid from seeing me.Why is that so?Please be more manly, don't beat around the bushes.I know that you are not feeling quite well yesterday but then you should at least give me a call when are free.But you didn't, i did not even receive a single sms from you.I really hate that kind of neglected feeling.I HATE IT.I promised myself to lives strong even without you I have alot of good friends who is behind me; supporting me.I will not let them down.since you have already do until this extend.I will not bother to sms you or call you if u did not bother to look for me.Don't try to give any excuses already, I am sick and tired of all that.Everytime u promise me to change but in actual fact you are becoming worst and worst.If this goes on I will go crazy.I HATE LIARS alright!! Is no differences from a hypocrite.Please bare that in mind.If you happen to read this message, good for you.
