@5:11 PM
Tuesday,24/02/2004
hey buddy..
Today is not a fine day for me as things aren't going my way.I hate the way i am because it made all the people beside me to feel sad and helpless.But certain things is meant to be the way it is,just like my temper.Today my so called "sixth sense" came back and i began to analyse alot of stupid things which ended up making me very stress and unhappy.I know very clearly that i love him more than he loves me so i started to draw conclusion that he don't love me at all.Then i started to give him a cold shoulder but then i know i shouldn't have done that.Now i really regretted what i have done to him because he is really a nice guy.That's why people everytime say that we like to do things which will made us regret eventually.But then sometimes he is really overboard as he would never take the initiative.Don't tell or give me all those lame excuses like "this is his first time" or "nowadays gals are more open-minded" so is fine,just bear with him a little while and it would be fine.whenever he show me his stupid face,i will forget the anger inside me.I think i have asked too much from him already.He is going to burst soon. :/
love him always!!!!
bye chachabotato....
